I can now see the schooling my boys is a huge stress factor. We are calling the local school tomorrow to set up an appointment. I cannot be of use to my boys any longer, especially Jacob. This is not easy, but I am tired of tears, pain, feelings of failure, anger, yelling, and all the other nasty stuff that happens here on a day we try any school. I haven’t done much with Jacob since my dx, and now I know why. I have already yelled too much and just spent time crying with Phil on the phone. I am so angry. I am not doing them any good to grow up like this. Homeschooling just isn’t for us any more. That is ok with me. It’s been for a season and that season is now ending. Maybe again in the future we will homeschool again, but I don’t know that now. For now, it can’t go on like this. I don’t care what people will say or think! It’s my family and we have to do what is best for us.
So in the future I will have to change my blog’s description…hmmmm……..
