Hits

I am experimenting. Will complaining about Phil Johnson and mentioning cheap ipods get me more hits on this thing? Hmmm………..

Cymbalta anyone??

That is my newest drug! Its for depression!! Surprise, surprise! I guess this was coming all along. Boy this stuff makes me so nauseated at times, and it’s only the first day! Yeah, I know, lots of !!’s but that is how I feel right about now. Yick, yuck, and gross. Decreased appetite is finally one side effect I like to see on those lists.

I did the open house at Lisa’s today. I got 3 orders and will apply them to Lauren’s party,on the 15th. Plus I have a January booking, that makes 2 for that month. I might get Lisa’s party as well if her consultant doesn’t call her soon.

It’s growing, slowly, but it’s growing.

It’s a yuck day…

Actually I should say a yucky few days. I am going through highs and lows. I have my period now so I guess that is why. I hate these feelings of hopelessness and despair one minute, then find I am not that way later on in the day or hour. Ups and downs, that is what makes for bipolar! Yuck and ewww and all that nasty stuff. I just don’t need it. I wish it wasn’t part of who I am. How cruel a trick.

I have been sitting in front of this danged computer all morning. I cancelled out on my volunteer work at the school for today. And next week I will be out of town. I am very tired, could fall asleep right here. I should just go lay down and be done with it. I have to make a dinner for a friend tonight. I guess that is good. I also have Alpha at church and I will go. Its the only thing I have to look forward to today.

Grandma is not doing well. She is still in the hospital and has another abcess after the surgery. Hopefully they can take care of it. Brit can’t visit her in the hospital, it’s too hard for her. I am thinking it’s the same for Lauren. We are all still affected by my Dad’s hospital stay and death. It just hurts a little less today than yesterday.

I better stop so I don’t get further down. I think the time change had something to do with it too.