Doing better every day….

Every day I am getting back to my old self. I made another adjustment in my medicines and it seems to be ok. It’s still not what I would like it to be. I still deal with yucky side effects such as diareah and other things like a constant sore throat and oily skin. My pdoc doesn’t think it’s from the Abilify but I think it is. All these things started once I went to 10mg of it. At 15 mg, I was practically paralyzed to do anything at all. I was barely functioning. Now I am and getting back into things I like to do, like write here.

Jacob is doing well on crutches and the leg brace. His attitude stinks at times because he can’t just go out to play. He likes going to school though. It gets him out of the house and away from an overprotective mom! Gotta call Brit today and see how she is doing. I want to go visit her soon.

Ending here since we are taking a small trip today to a hunting store. It’s about an hour away and we might have lunch while we are out.

Good news today…..

It’s a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Brit and Jonathan are having a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They have picked out Elizabeth Renee as the name. I can’t wait till I see Brit next. I have to hug her real tight and talk to the baby now. Everyone is excited but Caleb is holding out for a boy, just in case! lol…

Life stinks right now….

I am going through a medicine adjustment that is awful. I am full of anxiety. I am not able to get through this alone. I know the Lord is with me but I don’t see it right now. It’s hard to type as I am jumpy and nervous. I am going to call my doctor today and let him know this is just unbearable any longer. I don’t know what to do next. And money issues are popping up again. I know that the Lord will provide but living it is another thing. That’s all I can get out for now.

Belly shots again…

Here she is at 17 weeks.

All things bipolar….

I went to my pdoc today. He is making a drastic change in my meds. I am decreasing on 2 and increasing on 1. He thinks this is going to be good. Please pray it’s true. Since I have increased the one last time, I have been overly tired and depressed and lacking energy for anything and everything! He says that is from too much of the same kinds of meds so hopefully I will lose weight and gain back my energy and old self with these changes. I haven’t even kept up on my blog lately. I feel so bored but don’t know what to do about it. Yuk! So let’s all hope for good things in the next few weeks.